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oh, i am merely human, as to you.

today, memories of last year came like whiplash. apologetic thoughts revolving and no cup of tea could cure this. with the memories that changed my life in 2015 residing in this puny brain of mine , i am sincerely sorry for those whom i have disappointed, hurt or left like a rabid dog -- no matter how much time has passed, i cannot thank you enough for the things each of you have taught me. now, i thank you once again, thank you for accepting me completely once in a blue moon, being there in the hospital ward, telling me not to lose composure, teaching me facts of the real world, believing in my goals... and lastly, thanks for considering me as a muse, it was fun and i know it can never happen again (i'm a bit choked up, oh geez). i suppose this is what they meant on people coming and go and it's a bitter-sweet journey, no doubt about it because i have lost those who inspired me in various notions but life happens and sometimes you can't control it or change their perceptions. 

it was a privilege to have shared a fragment of this borrowed time with you.
thank you for sharing yours with a person such as i.