piscespixies

Hey guys, I know I haven't been active lately and I deeply apologize -- my life isn't really worth posting about at the moment besides me binge watching Gossip Girl from morning till night time (I plead insanity). On a lighter note to delete the thought of my sad introverted life; I did go out a fair few times to catch up with some old schoolmates and I enjoyed every second!
I actually planned to stay in a fancy schmancy hotel tonight but didn't work out as my butt is temporarily glued to the sofa whilst watching last season of Gossip Girl (I plead insanity, yet again. Please don't judge me) and the girls rain-checked to next week. Alas, all is well -- sort of, but I did look forward for the freshly baked croissants and the buffet.

Whatever though, life has been good and tea helps!

3. I’m not ready to be loved unconditionally.

4. Since my life isn’t together, I think you’ll reject me.

5. I still believe that drama is a show of love.

6. I’ve been intentionally keeping my head too busy to think with my heart.

7. I need to date more to understand what I do and don’t like.

8. I won’t be able to appreciate you until life has kicked my ass.

9. I’m too focused on my own needs.

10. I don’t know how to create the feeling of home that lives in my heart.

Clearly, I’m not my best self yet. Or even myself — I’m still figuring out who that is. I’m pretty sure even if we did meet, you wouldn’t like me all that much right now. It’s entirely possible that we did hit it off once, and I left without getting your information; or maybe I did get your number and never called because of any one of the above reasons.