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sleepless by christine wu in an aeroplane over the sea by neutral milk hotel 04 21 on a rainy monday. my body seems to have a mind of its own without the brain knowing, how can that be? there's a lingering itch of thought that i need to scratch so it can disappear for eternity; i am indifferent. that's not technically news because i am like anyone else. it's possible to be different in certain aspects, however, it is close to impossible to be completely out of the ordinary... unless you're bowie or smokey. i haven't been sleeping...

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by Karen Wood isn't it a pity by george harrison i am currently in my room listening to george harrison's all things must past album while my sister talks little bits about Harrisongs Ltd and his top 5 best songs. i prefer a night like this -- sharing intricate details about one another because despite growing up together, we don't quite know each other as well as we thought, and it's refreshing.  on an unrelated note, do you know what i truly yearn for? riding my bike before the sun rises with a melancholy song blasting on my headphones,...

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Being alone is still taboo and mildly stigmatised. Extroverts or outgoing people would look down on an introvert or push them to step out of their comfort zone a little bit because in their heads, being alone is lonely and sad. Hence, one has to go out and surround oneself with people (even if they don't bother to genuinely ask how you are). Certainly, there are pros and cons. However, I personally prefer being alone. Why? Because I find comfort and peace in it. How? By accepting myself and be open to my own thoughts. I don't have...

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Woman with a Parasol by Monet I can't think of any tune to relate to -- it's quiet. Death is quiet. When I look at this piece by Monet, what I see is a woman... A mother with her child. They are both staring at something that caught their attention, maybe it's us or maybe it's something else entirely. They look beautiful nonetheless. So, I wonder... For those who have passed on, my uncles, grandfathers, aunts and grandmothers; where are you? Are you still in pain? I hope you're in some place nice. Today, my (real) grandmother passed...

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if you were to ask me few years ago if i’ll be able  to get out of the rabbit hole and slowly learn what it means to live life and achieve my dreams, i would laugh in disbelief. once a girl who depended on people’s acceptance and validation  has shape shifted into this stranger  whose intention is merely a pursuit of happiness. here i am up in the air a dreamer and curious being with fear of heights however, my worries evaporate  every single time the sky is in arm’s reach it feels like i’m flying i know...

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