piscespixies: music

00:07

the end

00:07

ukulele: G Em C D shrivel down, paper thin whispers in silence, i’m giving in pending letters, i didn’t send what’s the use...

ukulele: G Em C D

shrivel down, paper thin

whispers in silence, i’m giving in

pending letters, i didn’t send

what’s the use, when it ends

lifting both arms up up high

feeling warmth on my hands

is this the life set for me

or is there something better

something fair

someone to love

a goal to chase

or hope to make

look at me, i’m caving in

finding pieces to fill

vapoured lungs, vapour words

wave them off, just like that

stop the pettiness, oh little girl

you chose this life, embrace it

is this what’s set for me

or is there something better

something fair

someone to love

a goal to chase

or hope to make

something clear

someone to hold

something to dream about

something better

something fair

18:46

goals & music favourites

18:41

if i close my eyes and were asked about my vision of my own sanctuary, i would instantly see an abundance of records and CDs consist of ...

if i close my eyes and were asked about my vision of my own sanctuary, i would instantly see an abundance of records and CDs consist of music that affected my childhood, adolescence and adulthood. two record players, an old-school boombox on a mahogany furniture with records and CDs occupying each storage space below. above it, there will be a big abstract painting contrasting the beige wall, and green plants beside most of my furniture. maybe a muted mustard yellow couch would fit in there somewhere with colourblocking pillows, a settee for the sake of my adolescence (bcs The Bakery by Arctic Monkeys), that one odd chair that doesn't go along with anything or anywhere but comfortable as hell (plus it is kind of a reflection of me which is why i got it) and lastly a decent coffee table with two scented candles, magazines and coasters. i won't have a tv in the living room considering the existence of laptops, also, i would be pretty much get similar affects from TV by having music flowing around my place (entertainment, relaxation, distraction...).
i could go on and on, but sigh... someday. this is definitely one of my goals in life besides having a career that i adore and travelling alone to fulfil my everlong curiosity.

moving on, i will add in screenshots of my recent music go-tos from my Spotify playlists that helped and entertained me recently.

ta-dah! that is all for now. x

12:48

She Lays Down

12:48

Disclaimer: Last month, I was struggling with depression and unbelievable amount of anxiety which took me to listening to tunes that reflect...

Disclaimer: Last month, I was struggling with depression and unbelievable amount of anxiety which took me to listening to tunes that reflected what was inside. If you follow me on my soundcloud, you'd know I covered two songs, She Lays Down by The 1975 and Lua by Bright Eyes. Those who have immersed themselves into reading both songs and truly reflecting them, I am sure you'd understand where I'm coming from.

It was 6am, I couldn't get the song out of my head, I have to let it out, I have to. A quarter past 7 and on my third take... I never felt so... naked, completely helpless and vulnerable. Losing touch with my identity, it was something to think about thoroughly. I'm still basing everything with an I don't know. It's silly how lacking my confidence and self-esteem are now. *shrugs*

with hopes that you are in a far better state, physically, mentally and emotionally...
xo

07:21

Pure Gold

07:21

I have found yet another gold to stack up the soul's wealth. And what should I do with the gold? Why, I share it of course. So I have fo...

I have found yet another gold to stack up the soul's wealth. And what should I do with the gold? Why, I share it of course. So I have found an artist/musician Chad VanGaalen who is from Calgary. VanGaalen has a similar soothing sound with Paper Kites, James Vincent McMorrow, Fleet Foxes, Glen Hansard -- basically the ultimate epitome of folk and I just... Do you know how amazing it feels to discover something incredibly heart warming at 7 in the morning when your windows are fogged up and birds are chirping? It is like... The universe is giving me a sign that it is definitely going to be a good day, well at least I hope it'd be considering my soul has been hugged by good tunes. Best be prepared with something as warm, winter is coming! x