She Lays Down
12:48Disclaimer: Last month, I was struggling with depression and unbelievable amount of anxiety which took me to listening to tunes that reflected what was inside. If you follow me on my soundcloud, you'd know I covered two songs, She Lays Down by The 1975 and Lua by Bright Eyes. Those who have immersed themselves into reading both songs and truly reflecting them, I am sure you'd understand where I'm coming from.
It was 6am, I couldn't get the song out of my head, I have to let it out, I have to. A quarter past 7 and on my third take... I never felt so... naked, completely helpless and vulnerable. Losing touch with my identity, it was something to think about thoroughly. I'm still basing everything with an I don't know. It's silly how lacking my confidence and self-esteem are now. *shrugs*
with hopes that you are in a far better state, physically, mentally and emotionally...
xo
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