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[If I Go, I'm Going - Gregory Alan Isakov] Before, I was incredibly excited to leave because I had nothing to lose. Now, after know...

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[If I Go, I'm Going - Gregory Alan Isakov] Before, I was incredibly excited to leave because I had nothing to lose. Now, after knowing the people that is in my life at the moment, I am scared to leave even if I was given the chance to do greater things. For once in my life, I have something to lose. My friends and I played the Shuffle Game last night, letting the universe decide our fates -- I got Across The Universe which is by The Beatles. I am still thinking about it, what it meant and...

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10:54

Stuck On The Puzzle - Alex Turner Note: I wrote this last night when I was out  It is me. Wanting to get solid proof on how I am not wor...

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Stuck On The Puzzle - Alex Turner Note: I wrote this last night when I was out  It is me. Wanting to get solid proof on how I am not worthy to be in a relationship of any kind with someone who loves me for whichever sides I have in my bipolar moments. Now I am sitting across him. I am not present as I took one dose of clonazepam which is making me feel light as a feather and it is obviously affecting my brain neurons as I struggle to type this out nor talk properly. I...

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23:57

[Me - The 1975] I took one     I promised I won't do the same I can't hurt myself or you'll go insane Used to h...

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[Me - The 1975] I took one     I promised I won't do the same I can't hurt myself or you'll go insane Used to have it my way a quest for freedom  in a big field with gates around but there's no such thing as a freeman when I heard that sound Please take me as I am this is what it is I am made of collections Ones covered in dust Try to find your favourite and tell me how it goes My soul are the lyrics to melancholy songs Empathy could've been worse though sympathy...

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10:17

"We accept the love we think we deserve"  - Perks of Being A Wallflower After hours hearing Charlie's words inside of my hea...

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"We accept the love we think we deserve" - Perks of Being A Wallflower After hours hearing Charlie's words inside of my head, I wonder if I still accept the love I think I deserve even if the love that was given was merely what normal women would consider; inefficient. An egoist or perfectionist would not settle for anything less. However, with the quote to support my unethical conscience in the midst of my hazy mind, questions after questions stacking on top one another began to unravel something so... cliched and possibly a fact; this is the love I deserve....

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13:32

Two days of third wheeling my lovey-dovey friends at a local cafe have been kind of therapeutic. I asked for one word to start off my poem s...

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Two days of third wheeling my lovey-dovey friends at a local cafe have been kind of therapeutic. I asked for one word to start off my poem since I need to restart everything again -- it has been too long since I have last written anything that rhymed nor significant. Waves 2am thoughts linger like how the foam of the sea attaches itself onto the rocks It travels in wavelength from where I stood towards the horizon The eternal uncertainty of revelations made this fragile soul unwary But does it, r e a l l y? Posters on...

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