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Sometimes I am blinded by my own pain and problems to the point where I could not see that others are battling their own as well -- I am sorry for being selfish. I would not say much, I just woke up, but I honestly do hope everyone is keeping their heads above water no matter the roughness of the tide. I am trying to write my first chapter for my hypothetical book with apologies and a sprinkle of optimism. Bright Eyes - Lua is playing delicately on my trusty new headphones that a kind friend of mine...

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Right after the post I did, I felt like painting how I feel. My anxiety is still present inside of me and I am trying my absolute best to let it subside, slowly. Trying to reflect how I feel on a canvas is easier said than done. It took me 4 to 5 hours to complete the piece and since that I am a perfectionist when it comes to painting, I had to do whatever it takes to complete it within a day. Which led to not eating three meals, only drank 5 bottles of water -- all...

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Good morning and peace be upon who ever is reading this now. I hope you are having a marvelous day/night and are in a good place in your life. Hi, I am still here and breathing normally, thank God. There is a lot to catch up on but first things first; I am currently going through one of those episodes where you just... cannot deal with anything without breaking down incessantly. I did something bad and selfish and I apologise to those that were effected by my selfish act. Here's how the story goes -- only a fragment....

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