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Disclaimer: Last month, I was struggling with depression and unbelievable amount of anxiety which took me to listening to tunes that reflected what was inside. If you follow me on my soundcloud, you'd know I covered two songs, She Lays Down by The 1975 and Lua by Bright Eyes. Those who have immersed themselves into reading both songs and truly reflecting them, I am sure you'd understand where I'm coming from. It was 6am, I couldn't get the song out of my head, I have to let it out, I have to. A quarter past 7 and on my...

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Journal entry, 21st May 2016 [Unedited] : Constantly belittled by words but mostly actions... I'm tired of hearing someone, idk. Kodaline is slowly helping like it used to. Preferring being alone as oppose to potentially scarring someone permanently/temporarily.... I am not pissed anymore -- exhausted. Basically don't have an ounce of emotion to use even if it kills me. [I proceed to writing down a random song that came to mind with a specific melody] She&Him vibes:- (What're You Doin' in NYE melody) You think I'm crazy Bcs I care so much Oh let me tell you  all...

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