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2nd July 2014, Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd Everywhere I go, every little step that my shaking legs able to take, all I hear is noise and all I see is people.. not just them in general; the judgments in their eyes; the way their smiles fade instantly into a straight line and they just.. stare at me, they stare--observing in disgust. This is why I chose not to go out to face the cruelty of the world, reality has hit me harder than my uncle's old piano that fell off upstairs' window and accidentally knocked out poor...

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17th October 2015, All Apologies by Nirvana Here I am, soaking in the storm at the secluded part of the beach with my close friends. I couldn’t feel the cold although it’s freezing. Living in the moment would probably be a passable phrase to use at this point. I have been in a storm and no matter how many laughs I made or people I hang out with, they can never take over the level of desolation in me. “My gut says something’s about to end, do you feel it too? ” I asked Anni while staring into...

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[Watching The Storm - U137] To me, love is an omen. Good or evil -- but evil seems more suitable based on my past experiences. Blessed with a curious mind, and the ability to charm. Cursed with not knowing how to love, being highly emotional  and my impracticality. Flaws  combined with dark thoughts  cloud my sense of perseverance. It's okay. I don't know where this is heading, but loving one's self  is more liberating  than loving another. I love myself enough, to know what I deserve. Do you? ...

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